23rd Dec was my sis' birthday :) Happy Birthday, sis. Eventhough we quarreled a lot, we'll still forgive each other at the end, right? Thanks for everything that you've done for me. You're officially seventeen now~ :)


Freaking yummy choc cake from Tom's!

24th Dec i collected my results in the morning. Cheer up to those who are still upset over their results. We should be proud of them instead ma. :D



Had a potluck xmas party in the evening! I brought ice cream, and lora & Kim baked a choc cake. :D ! There was kfc, pizzas, curry, etc. ! :)

Played twister! hahha. :3



Had water fight too, hahah . But i got cold so i stopped playing half way. Lora, Kim and i got abit mad ;x

LOL @ the retarded faces ! . :D







I don't have many photos, cause my phone died during the water fight :/ , hahah!
Watched Jennifer's body at night, some of the scary parts the guys made it funny Lol !

25th Dec is christmas day, which is today! M e r r y C h r i s t m a s all :3 .

Just had my max ring love party at 12.25 pm just now. Passed on Second try, 13 hearts if i'm not wrong ? :) Grats dear, max ring alr ! Finally no more tagging :( ! So happy, haha.



Love you dearie ♥ .

I'm finally back from Singapore. I actually didn't chose to blog out what happened, cause i know those days that baby and i shared were impossible to put into words, but i'll try. It's definitely going to be a very very long post lo :) . All i know is those were the days that baby and i got closest to each other & i loved the moments we shared ♥
I remember skyping with him before going off to the airport that day & we were talking happily :)






I looked happy right? :]

When i reached sg, i rushed to hug baby when i saw him at the hotel lobby :D somehow i didn't felt short beside him le, haha ! don't know why. The qiao thing is that he wore a black top, white pants and white shoes and i wore the same :) We went to eat at some cafeteria and went OG with my mum. Bought two tops and baby bought one :D he kept pulling my hoodie over my head and poke me lor! Stupid dear! I remember he kept saying that angmos damn hot or seducing bla bla.. :( purposely make me jealous :( I kept complaining i wanted to go back hotel quick cause my contacts felt very dry. When we reached, dear helped me put on eye drops so i could take them off easier. :3 Few hours later, he left le. :(

The next day we didn't meet much, only during the night, cause mum and i went shopping for our stuffs. I really didn't enjoy, i thought i loved shopping.. i guess it was cause i didn't get to see or spend time with dear bah, but it was ok :) When i got back to the hotel, i bathe and got ready. Then i decided to use the internet room to check my fb for awhile. Then dearie popped behind me, haha! He was wearing the top i bought for him! :D And as qiao again, he wore a white top, black pants and white shoes and i wore the same. ♥ Dear copy! haha ;x . We cabbed to east coast park, but then my mum didn't wanna eat there. Ended up we cabbed to taka and ate there. Hmm, went back hotel after that..then kissed till.. sis got back ? :x

On 19th, met up with dearie early in the morning. We wore our couple-t together. People stared but we didn't care? hhaa! (: Went Subway for breakfast. I couldn't finish eating :( I love the double choc cookie. Dearie, remember to buy for me again next time! :D Then we walked around plaza sing, wanted to look for a couple ring, but the shop wasn't opened yet, so we waited till around 11, the shop was still closed. So we cabbed to escape theme park first. We thought it was gonna rain, cause the sky was so dark. Went with dear on the pirate ship! It looked okay when people were playing it, until i sat on it! I nearly puked eh! I kept looking down. Then dear said i screamed louder than the girls sitting opposite. Kns, I smack you ah! D; And sorry dear, i scratched your hand by accident. Now got scar there le. Haha! But whenever you look at it, you will think of me right? hehe. C: We went into the haunted house afterwards. I kept screaming ._. lol. Wanted to play go-kart, but it drizzled and rained heavily. Tried some carnival games! Pretty lame but at least i won baby at some game and got a soft toy haha ! I wasn't feeling well and it was still raining so we cabbed back to plaza sing to find our ring. Walked to Cathay to see if got nicer ones and we bought our ring there and got it carved! i love it.. :) But i had to carry that soft toy wherever i go lols i don't mind if it's cute but it's not ma ._. ! Dear wanted to throw it away but idw ! How can you throw it away lah i smack you.. :{







Opened his present at night ! I was so touched ! Thanks dearie.




Guess what he wrote inside the whole book ? :x

:) overall was really happy that day.

On 20th, we went out early in the morning and went mac for breakfast. Dear ordered the big bfast & i ordered hotcakes w sausage. Yummy, but i didn't have a good appetite that day. I think it was cause of the pirate ship :( I kept watching dear eat, and realized how much he loves chilli LOL :X . I decided to go back to the hotel and bathe and dearie helped me wash my hair :) Spent time there for quite a few hours. Kissed on bed then secret alr ! Haha wished we could do it again :X Haha dear should know what i mean ba, no need to explain :/ Met up with some of the fam members at Eunos mrt for our outing. :D took the bus to ECP. Tio bullied in the bus and dear still laughed at me :( . But it was fun talking to them. When we reached ecp, dear said he booked the pit near mcd. Guess what, it wasn't near at all lor! Walked till legs nua liao ;x hahahh. We went to rent bikes. Dear and i rented the double seats one . Fun die , hahah cycle with them till we got really tired. We started to bbq in the evening. I didn't feel well at night. Felt like vomiting badly.. After returning the bikes, we had to walk back. I told dearie to walk first as i need to walk slower behind but he didn't listen, stubborn pigu. Lols ! He wanted to piggyback me and i didn't want to. Then he sounded fierce so i kept quiet le. Dear, don't be fierce infront of me again :'( While walking, my stomach really felt like dying -.- .. then dear looked for a place so i could rest awhile. Thanks dear. :) When we went back to our pit, i heard dear talking to his mum about smth, but it wasn't clear.. I saw people eating so happily, i wish i could too. I really hate myself for being sick that night. I didn't make baby enjoy the outing at all.. :( When i turned back, i couldn't find him alr. Then his mum said he went to find med for me. I went off to find him alone cause i wanted to see him. My stomach felt worst.. I called him and he nv ans. :( Thn while i was coughing, i heard someone asking me if i was okay or not. I turned back and saw garaa o.o . I never knew he was behind.. lol . Then when i continue walking i saw baby ! He was running. I saw him sweating like what D; Just to buy med for me, thanks dearie..was touched luh :) , then we walked back tgd ♥ Really enjoyed the scenery there with dear at night. :) when it was time to go home, he piggyback-ed me haha! so cute. He said i look so small but actually very heavy. Piack ni ah dearie! He must be really tired bah. Run here and there, then still need to carry a pig like me :( . Sorry for troubling you baby.

On the last day, i was very upset. May be cause i didn't wanna leave bah. Talked to baby about some stuffs at the lobby before going off to the airport. Tear-ed a lot.. :( I remember my dad said something funny about me and he jitao spilled out his coffee LOLS ! Funny luh :D !


Our heart ♥

Dearie, thanks for the lovely 5 days. I really really enjoyed myself. Thanks for taking care of me when i didn't feel well :) I was really touched. I miss you a lot right now, i really wanna see you again. It is torturing not seeing you :( . But we promised each other to bear this together right? And the ring was our agreement. We won't leave each other okay? Thanks for supporting me, making me think positive all the while. We must be strong k dearie? i love you dear! :)

Going to sg today & meeting dear :D Few more hearts to max ring ! Jiayou dear :)
And 4 more days to our 1 year ♥

Loveyou babyyy.

Didn't go for work today. I didn't even want to open my eyes this morning.
My head was spinning and i still felt so exhausted.
Went out with Kend & Kim to find presents in the afternoon.
Kim wanted to look for christmas presents for her family,
while i wanted to look for baby's present as a one year gift.
Was rather upset for some reason and didn't manage to buy a present for him.
Today was a really unlucky day, as i broke a photframe's glass and had to pay for it.
I didn't pay a lot, but i just wasted money on something i didn't want to pay for -.-



Kim bought marshmallows to cheer me up :) .
We actually planned to watch either Zombieland or Couples retreat,
but couldn't cause they found out we were under 18 aww :(
After that we went to Kokoberry and bought stuffs to eat and drink.
I ate very messily and kim eats very slowly hehe. Kend just watched us eat lol ! :X
Then we went to buy chocolate fondue. The strawberry ones are nice & cold :) .
Kend didn't like it but me and kim ♥s it :D
Since we couldn't find our presents, we decided to head home. :(
So went back to Kend's house instead, since we could watch a movie there while waiting for our parents to pick us up.


His guinea pigs are so cute haha ! So white right ?

We decided to go out and buy snacks, and walked pass friendship park.
There were snacks sold there, so we bought them and went back. :D





Watched Australia ♥ it was a very long and sweet movie :) !
And we ate dinner at his house. Borrowed some movies from him too.
I love hanging out with them. :3

Gonna search for a present again tomorrow and going out with sissy.
Gonna buy a santa hat just for the christmas party :}
Nights all.

I guess it was my fault for telling you last minute. It's not that i don't mean what i say. You made me felt so tied up somehow. I thought you wouldn't mind me going out and not tagging for a while, but seemed like it mattered to you a lot .. but it didn't for me. WHY ? Why is it that everytime i wanna do something else, i would always think that you would be angry at me and then change my mind straight away ? Am i that scared of you getting angry or sad because of me ? Am i supposed to feel this way everytime ? AM I ?

I'm so tired alr ! Fml .

I don't have any motivation to do anything right now other than tagging i guess? i don't know why. May be cause i've been tagging for quite a while alr, & it's what i should do? LOL idk. I'm tired. I thought i have lots of things to blog about, but i don't think i do anymore. So this post is gonna be really short o: ? Sometimes i feel like i'm a very selfish person to most people, right? Am i really? :( . Sometimes i really regret making my own choices, cause i always end up making wrong ones. I really wished i've listened to my friends' advises before, but anws it's too late. And baby, sorry for lying to you the other day. I tried to tell you. but you found out about it earlier than i expected. Sorry :) .

During your shower, you put on shampoo. So you close your eyes shut and you try as fast as you can to rinse off the shampoo cause it's like a ghost is watching you :( .

( I find this darn true ! Hahah , guess i'm not the only one feeling this :P )

Went cyber yesterday. Tried several games that i never played before like L4d & Sdo.
Kinda fun, haha i screamed when i was shooting zombies & i heard ppl laughing. D;
Then went Starbucks to buy fraps and slacked there. :)
Waited for Kend's driver to pick us up to Bdc. Went bowling for the first time !
Haha, wanted to try it out. It was so fun :D I striked a few times! Kend always won though.





After that, they came to my house and we watched scary movie.
That movie really didn't make any sense lor -.- . A lot of censored parts.
We ordered pizza w/ pepsi for dinner. So full. :D

Tagged hearts till so late last night, but baby was there to pei me talk :)
Thanks ♥ i love talking to you and hear your laughs.
Love it when you do stupid sounds / actions. It can make my day~

Hoping to watch ninja assassin at mbo tmr. Heard it was quite nice :)